The Mormon Young Single Adult (YSA) Blog Spot

Turn away Do not look at me For you shall be ashamed of What you see So turn away, do not look at me For you shall be ashamed of What you see I have not broken free   from my own chains still bound by my own habit do not look at me for you shall be ashamed of what you see I am unable to break free From my chains Still bound by my own habit As you shake your head, as You walk past by me Silent looks of disappointment is all I ever hear So do not look at me You will be ashamed of me I am still bound by my own habit Unable to break free Silent looks of disappointment is all I ever hear I lost the fight and now I walk day and night unable to find rest For my tried soul So do not look at me For you shall be ashamed of me Chat Conversation End

I know you will miss me It will cause you some misery But believe me when I say Do not look back, I know U will be missing me if you take a look around the Corner take a step back when you do not see me hold on to my memory i know you will be missing me cause you some misery Know that I am still in your corner this is no mystery I know That u will be Missing me Cause you some misery Do not look around the corner where I use To be Believe me this is the way it has to be I know you will be missing me This will cause you some misery Hold on to my memory I know u will be missing me

After I ask you to forgive me for the bad things in my heart you have taken away my depression and give me a new chance for a new life that can not ever compare to what this world has for me so as I open my heart to you during my nightly prayer you come to rescue me and give me hope to continue on this road that you laid before me I am no longer alone and hope that you know I am sincere when I ask you to come into my heart their is no other way for me to walk down this journey unless i turn away from everything that is dark so i will let your love and light guide me on my way to be with you again and live forever in your peace and grace I love you for dying for me and changing my heart

I fall into my same routine even  Though it is killing me.  I just cannot stop for the life of me  in the end it will cost me more then what I get out of it  wish I had never gone down this road guess that is just  life the things we do not want to do: we become a pro at them.

When you close that door, be mindful of your decorum because the world you create is someone else reality. Their eyes need to see: civility, charity, decency, tolerance, and honor.